Another day....

Well, I made it another day. This morning I was doing great. Feeling confident. Knowing what I wanted and how I am going to accomplish them. I went to a church bookstore and bought a few books about making it through hard times. The first one is Starting Over Single: A Guide For Previously Married Latter-Day Saints. It was such a great book I read the whole thing in an hour and a half. It really details how to go through the grieving process, pitfalls to avoid, turing away from depression and looking for the one bright spot that is in everyday, and how to start taking control of you finances on your own. There are of course other things that it talks about, but it really helped me. I am totally set up and ready to get myself out of debt once the bank account is seperated.

I know that my friends and family have been an intergal part of my well-being. They have been so supportive and just there for an ear and a shoulder to cry on if needed. I am very greatful for all of my friends that have really stepped up and told me they care. I even got a message from a friend that I once had in high school that I hadn't talked to in years. He just messaged me to say that he noticed that I was going through a rough time and he was thinking about me. It really helps to know that although somtimes I feel incredibly lonely (especially when I am sitting in a 3-bedroom house alone) that there are lots of people out there thinking of me and hoping (and even praying) that I will sleep well, know I am loved and awake with newly refreshed hope for another day.

Thank you to all of my friends and family that have shown that they care. I appreciate it more than you could ever know.